Ongoing non-new revelations: my relationship to time has felt so strange. This is the most time I’ve been off work in probably ten years, and the days are shaped so strangely. The start and end of the day is punctuated by stripping the fluid out of my drains and measuring them - after I wake up and right before I go to sleep. Something about this cadence makes the nights feel like a burden, and the awakeness and slow activity of the day feel luxurious and freeing. Night comes early and quick, and when my steam is out, its out.
reports from recovery
reports from recovery
reports from recovery
Ongoing non-new revelations: my relationship to time has felt so strange. This is the most time I’ve been off work in probably ten years, and the days are shaped so strangely. The start and end of the day is punctuated by stripping the fluid out of my drains and measuring them - after I wake up and right before I go to sleep. Something about this cadence makes the nights feel like a burden, and the awakeness and slow activity of the day feel luxurious and freeing. Night comes early and quick, and when my steam is out, its out.