time trials
recent recurring thought: I’m struggling with being where I am.
I documented this in my notes app and then came to the realization that I started a playlist like a month ago called “for being where you are” - a clear attempt to ground and combat the persistent awareness of myself in time.
I’m struggling with being where I am which is suspended in time, moving through it, experiencing it.
I got to the studio last night for the first time in a while that felt based on genuine desire to think and create. I went to a poetry reading this week that made me remember how much hearing language can spur thoughts. I wrote the whole way home on the subway.
Along these lines, I’m organizing my thinking/studio time/practice around timed writing sessions, a sort of endurance performance, repetition meditation all around the concept of time. I’m thinking they will get longer as I go, or maybe they will just accumulate. Sometimes I’m circulating around the repetition of specific phrases [ie: KEEP IN MIND TIME] and sometimes I’m just freewriting. Its all just a formalizing of my neuroses. Wrangling it in maybe. Or just focusing on what the thought really is.
more to come in the form of visuals !